what do you do
when the man you love
doesnt care if you exist
what do you do
when hes all you think about
and he doesnt think of you
what do you do
when you lose sleep over him
and he just doesnt care
what do you do
when you love him dearly
and only wish friendship
and he doesnt even give that
please tell me
what is it you do??
its not as easy
as some friends say
to just forget
its not easy to do...
when i love you
they way i love you
its not easy to do
what do i do
when i'm in love
with only you.......

poem by char


This is a poem that a friend found in the Ann Landers colum The author is unkown........ but apperently she witnessed the death of her mother.........
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I got flowers today. It wasn't my birthday or any other special day,
We had our first argument last night.
And he said a lot of cruel things that really hurt me.
I know he is sorry and didn't mean the things he said
Because he sent me flowers today.

I got flowers today. It wasn't our anniversary or any other special day.
Last night, he threw me into a wall and started to choke me.
It seemed like a nightmare I couldn't beleive it was real.
I woke up this morning sore and bruised all over.
I know he must be sorry.
Because he sent me flowers today.

I got flowers today, and it wasn't Mothers Day or any other special day.
Last night, he beat me up again.
And it was much worse than all the other times.
If I leave him, what will i do?
How will i take care of my kids? What about money?
I'm afraid of him and scared to leave.
But I know he must be sorry.
Because he sent me flowers today.

I got flowers today. Today is a very special day.
It was the day of my funeral.
Last night, he finally killed me.
He beat me to death.
If only I had gathered
Enough courage and strength to leave him, I
would not have gotten flowers today.
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